Question~~~

@.@~~~

today i heard 'this' question so many times ler~~~

but i cant giv the answer i wan~~

>.<~~~~

admit ba~~~

-.-~~~

a bit sienz edi ler~~

u all wan stop le mar??

*Puke*

kns~~

today is wat happen de??

keep gasping for air onli~~~

y so tired de???

when sleep also feel breathless~~~

eat anything also wan puke ~~~~

now like tat tomorrow how???

Tired tired tired

tired jor~~~

went out with my 'family' three days in a row edi lor~~

nvm luurr~~~ they going kampar edi~~

>.<~~~

next time wan lepak also cant edi~~~

sienz jor sienz jor~~~

today so tired~~

say dun wan go out but went out whole day ler~~

-.-~~

night ler~

Gratz.....

you successfully ignore me for another night

seriously, wat do you think i am??

i wonder and thought a lot~~

an extra guy tat just care for you or your toy??

i'll tell you wat i mind the most

i mind tat you suddenly disappear without saying and then continuing ignoring me

u know how i feel mar??

why am i the one having sleepless night worrying about you??

can you at least let me know ur condition so i wont worry about you and go to sleep ma??

why do you always wan me to simply think about things??

why cant you just come straight with me??

i promise you tat i will wake you every morning~~

but since i made that promise~~

i got no chance to ask you wat time you have to wake next morning

you wan me independent??

you know what mar??

i feel like saying i giv up

i din because i still believe you~~

you wanna know the truth??

i dun dare to believe you anymore

do you know how disappointment hurt mar??

how many random nights have i pass through thinking~~~

about good and bad~~~

one question i came out without an answer is

when is the last time u care about something about me??

i haven come up with an answer~~

why are you the one who determine whether its a 'stop' or 'go' time??

why do you always wan to do this??

when you face some problem i'll try n help you solve

when i face something, what did you do??

why do i always have to face everything alone,

why cant you just be by me??

u dun even have to hear about my problems

u just have to be by me~~~

but...

where have you been??

i suddenly wanna say all this mayb because of my mood ler~~

when i moody i wan you to be by me~~

dun go saying i show you attitude when u trying to be good to me ~~~

why will i say things such as ' she de appear' or something else~~

this is because u disappear without telling

i dun wanna say anymore ler~~

can you just tell me i still can believe you mar??

i post this knowing u will have some kind of respond ler~~

think before you say things le~~

dun regret your decision~~~

Random

this few days so bad tempered de??

o.0~~~

very tired gua~~~

somemore got ppl keep nag ler~~~

fan dao~~~

-.-~~~

no point saying ler~~

finally got my hair cut~~~

-.-~~

seems like whole world also want this~~~

never mind lor~~~

seems like i wan it also~~~

Before

After

tired d~~~

no mood ler~~~~

good night~~

fuk lar~~

wat the hell you wan???

i get like tat de result u still wan complain izzit~~

i never argue with you b4~~

whatever result i get you also not satisfy~~

i study for wat~~

i get wat result u also wan complain~~

u now is wan how~~

whenever onli u can be satisfy~~~fuck

i damn heng because of this~~

u know how i feel de mar~~

u know why i dun wan show u the result in the first place mar??

because of this damn attitude of yours~~

what for i continue study~~~

you know how the hell am i tired of studying edi mar~~

Timetable

*yawn yawn yawn*

my god~~

keep yawning again edi~~

quite tired de ler~~

i hate my time table lar~~~

last sem study 25 hour in five day

average 5 hours per day~~

this sem study 24 hours in four days

average 6 hours per day~~

my god~~ -.-

plus hor

after class edi u wan come find me also dunno the time can cope or not~~

-.-~~

haiz~~

at least one week study 4 days onli lor~~

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just got my result yesterday~~

not bad ba~~~

but i wan better~~~

i wan more~~

i wan be top scorer~~

whakaaka~~~ -.-

dreaming sia~~

and hor~~

my result good or not y wan ask other ppl wor~~

y cannot ask me???

>.<~~~

Back to college

whoottss~~

today first day back in college edi~~

classes is still as boring as ever~~

but i still like the feeling~~~

at least i dun feel meaningless ba~~~

saw new lecturers edi

first impression not bad ba~~

i wan result!!!!

when coming out???

stupid de me went to college at 8.30 today~~

-.-~~ my class is at 1 ler~~~

should have just drive~~

-.-~~

siao lang~~

whakaka~~

my god~~

i am very tired but feel like insomnia~~

help me~~

Change

both of us change ler ba??

i admit it~~

would you??

until now what i mind most u still dunno~~

u go flirting with other boys i also can dun care

what i really mind??

speechless ler~~

u say u are tired enough?

try being me~~

i say something to care for u u also will show me attitude

if two of us also so tired ler

then this is the best choice done ler~~

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thanks for everything ler

thanks for all the bitter sweet memories

thanks for saying tat sentence

somehow i feel like i am waiting for it

its like the key to free myself from all my promises

dunno ba~~

mayb all this is wrong thinking ba~~

anyway~~~

i wanna say thanks from the bottom from my heart

Meaningless life

I wanna go back study~~

bian tai de lor~~~

haiz~~

since the first day i holiday~~~

i did nothing meaningful~~

i wasted time~~

i feel a waste of time going outing

if i am not on holiday and i go outing

i feel i deserve it

but i just feel i wasted my time now

somehow i wanna study

i know i hate studying very much~~

but i just wanna study

i dun wan my time jiu like tat wasted edi

next sem i wanna do something meaningful ler

dunno lar

got wat to do???

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如果我想起你，我会想到我这一辈子，就因为我选择陪你度过这一世。

Lets start by stopping

obviously u already dun mind ler~

how can u change so much??

dun try saying u din when u already did everything that shows it

can u dun always expect everyone to care for you and giv u everything mar~~

ask urself are u doing wat u wan from others....

doing things and not caring about how others feel~~~

i change??

ya~~~~

i change to please you~~~

no matter how much i change

u are never seem to be satisfy~~~

seems like being myself is not wat u want....

tell me~~~

do you still wan me mar???

imagining all kind of reaction u will giv when seeing this~~~

i am not someone tat lie to you~~~

i'll be honest with in all ways~~~

wats in ur mind ???

tell me~~~

talk to me~~~

i dun wanna guess le~~~

i cant read ur mind~~

Nothing

you really feel like nothing has happen mar??

the way u do things the way u treat me~~

u really dun notice the change mar??

i am thinking a lot~~

but i dun feel like talking much ler~~

u think for urself ba~~

if i told you

tat it means nothing to u d~

Collegemate outing

today de agenda consists three parts

Part 1

about 11 at centro until 3

@.@~~~

keep sing sing sing~~

tired edi jor~~~

Part 2

going out with collegemate mmg susah lar~~

haiz~~~

end up watching movie with kar yan and kok yan~~~

watch ice kacang puppy love~~=.=~~~

it was like me n kar yan onli~~~

kok yan was literary sleeping~~

cheers to malaysian movie -.-~~~

Part 3

at 88 luuu~~~

jadi mpk lagi o.0~~~

sienz~~~~

i feel like i wasted my whole day~~~~

cheers~~~

Stupid

looking at your blog over and over again~~

regretting all the things i thought~~~

i really thought u think me as a bother~~

mayb not before but now start le ba~~

i dun think there is any possible way that u wan me help ler~~

me like tat i also dunno u still wan to talk to me or not~~

i giv you time le~~

if still not ready to talk to me i wont force you~~

Sleepless night

omg~~~
wats wrong wor???
dao le holiday jiu shi like tat~~
cant sleep jiu think about lots of things ler~~

@.@

thinking about you the most ler~~

i dunno what happen ler~~

i miss you~~~

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all along i also know you playful ler~~~

but in front of me you also like tat~~

worst is~~

i get damn jealous so easily~~

haiz~~~

i question myself whether am i worthy or not??

不闻不问

what is wrong with the ppl these days??
head got problem edi izzit~~
this is an effing upside down world lai de~~~
the more i care the more different attitude i see from everyone
this become trend edi izzit??
some times very heng because of this de lor~~~
i wan control my temper with these ppl ~~~
but their pattern really very out of this world~~~
i ask so that you will find a way to express yourself
so that you wont think that you are saying thing that i dun care
not because i wanna be fuck up by you ppl~~~

Boring~

yor~~~

all so shuang~~~

make plans for me for the whole week wor~~~

but too bad none of them are real lor~~~

dunno wanna say what edi luu~~~

whole week din go out very sienz de ler~~~

b4 holiday i also got go out at least one day le~~~

now???

haiz~~~~

><

this saturday is sure wan go out edi de~~~

baby wan come along???

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>.<~~~

wan giv me permission to view your blog edi mar???

Heng ar~~~

knn~~~

i just wake up whole world wan show me face izzit

all wan lan pattern izzit~~~

cb~~~~~

now very heng ar~~~

dun come disturb me edi~~~

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today very no mood ler~~~

dun wan disturb u ler~~~

Hibernate

wtf is "i dun wan to grumble you"
then *boom* blablablablabla~~~~
-.-~~~ stupid de lor~~~
excuse me ~~~~
dun say until i dunno how to drive okay???
dun give me "new driver" this bullshit~~
suka suka nag this suka suka nag that~~~
kan sienz ar~~~
dun come nag about this edi~~~
most is i dun driver u be my driver lar~~~
Teh Shin Yee~~~
you also dun come nag me about this hor~~~
>.<
haiz~~~
i very mang zang edi~~~
i wan go hibernate edi~~
i whole night sleep one hour plus nia~~
dun come wake me~~~
god's son also no face give ar~~~~

*puke*
hami lan breakfast lai de ~~~
i vomit sia~~~~
pek cek edi lar~~~
no one can wake me except Teh Shin Yee

Effing driver~~

stupid malaysian driver~~~~
ma pu ki~~~~
i today whole day shun shun edi de~~~
u cb giv me problem~~~
walao~~~
tmr how to settle??
really is effing malaysian driver lar~~~~
u got no problem now i pit one new tyre ar~~~
cb !!!!
wait tio kan edi!!!
no mood sia!!!!
today really is everything smooth edi de lor~~~
mom worry de thing also din happen~~~
shit lar~~~
cb cb cb!!!!