Gratz.....

you successfully ignore me for another night

seriously, wat do you think i am??

i wonder and thought a lot~~

an extra guy tat just care for you or your toy??

i'll tell you wat i mind the most

i mind tat you suddenly disappear without saying and then continuing ignoring me

u know how i feel mar??

why am i the one having sleepless night worrying about you??

can you at least let me know ur condition so i wont worry about you and go to sleep ma??

why do you always wan me to simply think about things??

why cant you just come straight with me??

i promise you tat i will wake you every morning~~

but since i made that promise~~

i got no chance to ask you wat time you have to wake next morning

you wan me independent??

you know what mar??

i feel like saying i giv up

i din because i still believe you~~

you wanna know the truth??

i dun dare to believe you anymore

do you know how disappointment hurt mar??

how many random nights have i pass through thinking~~~

about good and bad~~~

one question i came out without an answer is

when is the last time u care about something about me??

i haven come up with an answer~~

why are you the one who determine whether its a 'stop' or 'go' time??

why do you always wan to do this??

when you face some problem i'll try n help you solve

when i face something, what did you do??

why do i always have to face everything alone,

why cant you just be by me??

u dun even have to hear about my problems

u just have to be by me~~~

but...

where have you been??

i suddenly wanna say all this mayb because of my mood ler~~

when i moody i wan you to be by me~~

dun go saying i show you attitude when u trying to be good to me ~~~

why will i say things such as ' she de appear' or something else~~

this is because u disappear without telling

i dun wanna say anymore ler~~

can you just tell me i still can believe you mar??

i post this knowing u will have some kind of respond ler~~

think before you say things le~~

dun regret your decision~~~