Final post??

我已经开始每刻都自暴自弃了，

actually is not 自暴自弃also,

just tat i keep thinking about things u said before,

"we cannot communicate",

"i changed a lot",

"we got nothing more to say",

etc etc etc~~~~

你说得对，

blah blah blah blah.........

现在说得太多也多余了吧，

所以我什么都不说了，

actually i woke up when i received both your msg last night,

我还是选择不回你，

你说过，

“不跟我说晚安是想我睡不着吗？”，

也说过，

“你不需要逼你自己每晚跟我说晚安”，

which one is what u really wanted to say?

is my "good night" really so important to you?

事实是我只逼过自己不对你说晚安，

没逼过自己对你说晚安，

you should know what's what ba~~

还有的是 我真的管太多了，

对不起，

i said that you have your freedom,

我不是在瞎说的，

i wont care le,

you have freedom,

hmm~~

其实我 very very very 自私，

我想听完你一切的心声 一切的真心话，

算了，

what's right what's wrong,

都不重要了吧，

maybe it's too late,

就让如此保留像如此吧。