Art Of Living- Yes

I went for the intro talk today

Its a fun experience...

although its just an intro talk but it is able to let me calm down myself

i believe that i am able learn more if i went to their camp lo~~

the games was nice and i understand whats the game trying to say

i understand it because i lived it~~

well~~

as least this taught me how to calm down~~

well~~tonight i did something

i din imagine i will do such things~~~

but i already did it~~

so sorry!!!!!!! =X

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过了

泪也溜过了，

因为你睡不着的晚上也过了，

该到时候忘记你了吧，

我好累了，

我不想再为了你再三更起床，

我不想再为你流泪，

但我不否认我还是依然的像往前一样的想念着你。

爱

有些事还没到最后都不会让人心息的，

过程无论有多难受痛苦，

我依然选择经过这一切一直走完这难受的路程，

只因为我还想念你。

Dediced

I guess some answer does not lie within me

this time i guess you are the one who is giving me answer

well i guess i got the final answer from you already

sorry for all the inconvenient i caused

truly i still want to hear the answer from you myself

True feelings~~~

Baby...
I hope that you will still let me call you that after all that had happen..
i dunno what had happen that made our relationship so raw and tense over one night...
you say that your mood was bad and you dun wan to find someone to argue...
well...
i felt happy that you find me during midnight when you cant sleep...
i dun get angry when i wake up even when i am tired...
i dunno why you think that i will argue with you...
do you think i am not sensitive enough?
i know that its not 100 percent that i will be able to cheer you up but i hope that you will find me to express your mood...
i dun even mind if you express your anger towards me...
you also say that fan tai sui...
if you really believe this kind then i would tell you that monkey this year not just fan tai sui but also chong tai sui...
even so i hope that i be the one that go through all this with you..
even sometimes my mood are bad and i mistreat you ....
i also regret and hate myself...
i dun wan you out of my life..
in fact'
i wan you to be in my life always...
i hope that you will be willing to be in my life with me...
i wan to tell you all this face to face but it seems that i dun have tis option
reason i wan to tell you all this face to face is because it would just look like i am someone who wants to bluff ur feeling
i really like you..
this is from my heart...

I Love You

Feelings

不想放开却已有心淡的感觉
我不知应该如何？

想念

我很想念你
我不想失去你
我不想活在没有你的日子
我不想看见你离开我
我想知道
你还在乎我吗？
我们能回到像之前一样吗？
我知道没资格说爱
但我是真心的喜欢你。

No more

i guess this is the end
from this moment i dun think i will be able to face you anymore
even if you stand right in front of me
i dun think i will be able to walk forward towards you
i am sorry
i just feel tired
i feel like stopping everything
i dun wan to lose you
but the feeling you give me made me wan to back down further
sorry

Tired

its already so~~
can you tell me what you want ma??
i regret that i ignore you
i thought i can forget you
but you are the onli thing i think of when i wake up from a sleep
even before i sleep i think of you
i woke up finding you hope you would change my mood
but instead you treated me this way
i dunno what should i do anymore
can you tell me??
i know you are also tired but can you treat me better??
i am sorry that you had a rough day~~
i know your that isnt smooth also
i hope you will feel better a nights rest
i want to care about you
can you be more open to me??
i dun wan to hurt you
i care about you a lot
but now i would just say
i'm sorry i cared
i dun know will anything else happen anymore
i dun wan to see the end
but i dunno wats gonna happen
can everything rewind till a day before or two??

Reason

Surely there is a reason i am acting the way i am
whole day wan find u nia also nid let you show this attitude
i am very tired ler thinking that i may feel better if i find you
but end up u treat me this way
like this my mood jiu became worst le
i am sorry that i ignored you before
i admit that i am wrong
i know that i dun have right to be angry of you
but sorry
i have emotion
i slept and woke up and realize that i ignored you out of the wrong reasons
and that i was wrong that i said i can ignore you for a long time
i realized that you are the first person i think of when i wake up
i really missed you a lot
i dunno anymore whats right and whats wrong
i dun even believe myself anymore
i know i have a temper and i am moody all the time
i am sorry but i will try to change
i dun wan you to feel that i am trying to bring out this incident to the whole world even when you see this post
so i gonna let you know that i haven told anyone about this blog and i planned not to
i will onli let you know
this was my initial feeling
when i am typing this i notice that there is more i then u
i guess i am just a piece of garbage to even myself
everything is my wrong
i take all the blame~~~
well i guess this is the end~~goodbye~

Tired

Tired due to lot of factor.
Can you understand what i am going through?

A Fresh New Start....

This blog is newly create to replace my old blog which is deleted.
A fresh new start to everything and may everything is this world go in order.
This is a new blog so there will not be any old post.
please be patient as i dun think i gonna post the next post soon