Reason

Surely there is a reason i am acting the way i am
whole day wan find u nia also nid let you show this attitude
i am very tired ler thinking that i may feel better if i find you
but end up u treat me this way
like this my mood jiu became worst le
i am sorry that i ignored you before
i admit that i am wrong
i know that i dun have right to be angry of you
but sorry
i have emotion
i slept and woke up and realize that i ignored you out of the wrong reasons
and that i was wrong that i said i can ignore you for a long time
i realized that you are the first person i think of when i wake up
i really missed you a lot
i dunno anymore whats right and whats wrong
i dun even believe myself anymore
i know i have a temper and i am moody all the time
i am sorry but i will try to change
i dun wan you to feel that i am trying to bring out this incident to the whole world even when you see this post
so i gonna let you know that i haven told anyone about this blog and i planned not to
i will onli let you know
this was my initial feeling
when i am typing this i notice that there is more i then u
i guess i am just a piece of garbage to even myself
everything is my wrong
i take all the blame~~~
well i guess this is the end~~goodbye~