Stupid!!

wa~~~
suang liao lor~~~~
very tired still canot sleep~~~~
sienz~~~ from 9.30 till 12 i onli slept 20 min
kan~~~
beh tahan~~~

Sleepy

yesterday night i slept two hour plus i jiu go maths exam ler~~~
y ler???
study lor~~~~~
i wish~~~~
last night midnight no electricity
am kan~~~~
today enter exam hall like blur dei blur dei~~~
macam ghost enter body onli~~~~
do until quite long onli come out~~~
>.<~~~
suan ler~~~
two weeks sem break~~~
use to cover my lost hour of sleep~~~
and i wan keep go out gai gai!!!!!!
faster jio me~~~~

annoying boy!!!!
stop disturb kei kei!!!!
pull my baby into water onli!!!!

Good night ler~~~

从前从前，有个男孩 追一个女孩。。



追了很久，也很认真，



女孩终于试着跟他交往。



男孩很高兴，那天晚上，男孩一夜没睡。



不久，女孩开始对男孩没感觉，刚刚交往几天就分手了。



男孩拼命的求她不要离开，最后达成协定，




不经女孩允许，男孩不可以随便碰他。




在女孩还没找到下一个老公前，暂时同意男孩当她老公。




久而久之，女孩慢慢对男孩有了感觉，开始和男孩好了起来。




男孩经常说：“我可以为你去死”之类的话，女孩总是不信他。




总是要和男孩分手，可是男孩不允许，




男孩说：“如果要分手就带下一个老公来见我”




男孩很爱女孩，可是他很幼稚，




总是不太懂和不知道如何去爱。




女孩经常因为男孩发短信太频繁而感到厌烦，





终于有一天，




女孩终于带着他的新老公去见男孩。




他，同意了。。。




那天还下着雨，雨下得好大，




男孩要跟女孩的男友单独到外面说点事情，




不可打伞，女孩同意了。




出门后，男孩说：“虽然我说这些会有点老土，但我还是要告诉你一点事情”





是女孩的一些事情，




她，习惯让她的老公走在他左边，




因为他说心脏在他左边。。。





她，特别不喜欢男生抽烟，喝酒。。。




和他在一起无论如何一定要戒掉这两个坏习惯。




她，不喜欢你做他不同意的事，




更不喜欢有人对她动手动脚。。。




她，不喜欢张扬，所以，






和他交往一定要保持低调。





她，不喜欢你送她回家，也不想让你知道他家在哪里。





她，不喜欢拍照，也讨厌被偷拍，所以你要尊重他。




她，不喜欢你看他的手机，但是你的手机一定要让他检查。




在他认识的人面前，要尽量给他面子。。。




让着她。。。





如果你爱他就用行动来证明给他看，不要承诺。。。




你对他的爱，他会看在眼里，不用你去跟他说。





一定要把以前爱的人忘掉，心里只有他一个，不然他会吃醋。




最后，如果你对他是真心的，好好爱她，连我的份也一起爱。。。




女孩的新男友同意了，会好好爱女孩。




女孩还是听到了，其实，女孩也有些放不下男孩。




女孩想要和男孩和好，男孩唯一一次拒绝了女孩。。。




最后，男孩给女孩的新男友跪了下来，




拜托他要好好爱女孩，




这是，女孩哭了，想拉住男孩。。。





男孩说，我只希望你幸福，不想你记忆里有我。。。




还有，我的承诺，我会实现。。。

















男孩冲向马路。。。






与一辆飞驰的汽车相撞了。。。





女孩抱着奄奄一息的男孩说：“你为什么要这样做？”





男孩说：“为了你忘记我我可以在这世上消失，这也算为你去死吧？”





男孩就这样消失在世上。。。







=不要不相信看似谎言的承诺，因为一个负责人的人，真的会让他实现。。。=

Flirt

hana hana~~~
i jiu shi like to flirt ar~~~
but got you ler i flirt for what~~~
>.<~~~
i flirt cuz sometimes i just wanna know whether you will jealous or not~~
i wanna know how much i mean to you~~~
i cant predict what are you thinking~~
as long as you are still thinking about him
i have no confident in myself~~~
suan ler suan ler~~
dun believe jiu dun believe~~~
i lying onli~~~
good night~~~

Teruk teruk

wa~~~ am kan~~~
i owe it to whole world de izzit
all suka suka show face~~
u all pattern edi
i still nid kena teruk teruk!!!

Semester break~~

one more friday i jiu free for two weeks ler~~
XD~~~
kia~~~
who wan go out play har~~~

---------------------------------------------------------
shut up lar~~~
dun come nag me~~~
tmr no exam ar!!!!
let me relax~~~
>.<~~

Rain

off topic while sin~~~
say i will just wait~~~
but at last i also bu she de come find you~~
>.<~~ also good thing ba~~ like tat jiu wont miss you le lor~~
=p~~
----------------------------------------------
stupid de lor~~~
yer~~
mmg tak suka it rain ler~~
so mafan de ~~~~~
later my white slipper also become black slipper
white string also become black string~~~~
yor yor yor~~~
i wan black string de
but no stock ler~~
they call me wait wor~~~~
>.<~~~
haiz~~~
but hor ~~~
rain also good mar~~~
my sha sha de baby come find me~~
=p~~~

hmmm~~~ tmr got two exam ~~~
from morning 9.30 until 11.40
then from 2 until 5.10
dunno by faith or dunno what lar~~
hope got leng lui come teman me lunch ya~~~

Nothing more than wait

Nothing more than wait,
i said this before
but i was never strong on decision made relating with you
mayb this time i really decided ler
you wan tell me anything
or wan ask me do anything
please say out urself ler~~~
i dun wanna guess or ask anymore
i admit i like to simply think ba~~~
mayb i jiu shi tired of simply thinking ler~~~
just wait ba~~~
till the ends of time....

good night...

情侣分手后, 还可以再做朋友吗 ?

因为曾经相爱，所以分了手不能做敌人，
因为彼此伤害过，所以不能做朋友，
只是世上最熟悉的陌生人。。

分线

与外界划清分线，自我闭关日数：六天。

断了~~

你终于都断了。。。
现在不换也不能了。。。

First time~

today was the first time i turned baby down when she jio me go eat~~
>.<~~~
sorry~~~~

---------------------------------
Teh Shin Yee!!
y keep delete comment and post har??
cannot~~~
i dun care silly or not~~
i wan it~~~

你被代替了。。。

终于找了你的代替品了~~~

虽然我已找到你的代替品，

但我还是把你留在身边，

只因为我念旧，

所以坚持了把你留在身边。

在我脚上的麻绳脚链都已陪我一年多了，

今天买了新的，

但还是没把他换了

>.<

Finally~~

finally i can slow down ler~~~

done all my presentation ler~~~

XXXXXXXXX

tired dao no blogging mood ler~~~

continue tmr~~

stupid~~~

actually today dun wan blog edi de~~

but got ppl so stupid make me so dulan~~~

stupid de~~ can use your brain mar~~ my wallet put on my table is my wrong izzit~~~

no brain~~

Used~~~

once again~~

i got the feeling like i have been used~~~

wa~~ u orang banyak pandai~~~

pandai pakai saya buat hal lar~~~ -.-~~~

haiz~~~ no time no time~~~ concentrate!!!

Happy birthday~~~

Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Chen Kar Yan
Happy birthday oo~~

Mix

Basketball

hoho~~~

every week also go for bkb~~~

like tat not bad mar~~~

haha~~

everytime after bkb i jiu jio diff ppl come out lim teh ler~~~

but hor ~~ got ppl dun give face ler~~~

never mind lar~~~ -.-

next week i think no go out edi~~ exam is near edi~~~

Pain

=.=~~~

walao~~~

very pain ar~~~

i hurt my knee cap~

-.-~~~

so shock when i notice that my leg suddenly like tat~~~

walk also pain ar!!!~~~~~

Lim Teh

today lim teh with leng lui-sssssss wor~~~

=p~~~

haha~~~

call baby come find me but she dun wan wor~~

nvm luu~~~~

she ar~~~

wan go gai gai wor~~~

Nightmare

shooo shooo~~~

dun come bother my baby~~~

she silly gal like to simple think u still come kacau her~~~

hng~~~

Study

about time you gonna to start study edi wor~~

jia you har~~~

Lazy

very damn tired edi~~~

no blogging de mood edi~~~

haiz~~

continue with assignment~~~

明明知道自己已经是在乱想了，

但我依然继续的在想。

=.=~~~

again..... jiu shi again ar~~~

-.-~~~

Change

o.0~~~
my god~~
i seriously nid a major change edi~~~
why???
hmmm~~~
dunno quite how to say also~~~ now~~~
either we do it together or i do it myself ler~~ >.<

Chen Kar Yan

recently caught up with her edi~~
long time we din chat edi hor~~
we havent talk much but we got small detail of each other edi~~
@.@~~~
ppl become more attractive edi wor~~ hoho~~~

Had fun ler mar??
I seriously miss you~~~

无言。。。

搞笑噢~
你真的以为我在耍脾气而不想理你吗？
昨天11点我就去睡了，
一躺在床上就入眠了，
今天早上起来盖被时，
都已经6点了，
被冷气吹了一整晚我竟然都没起来盖被，
起来时都已经6点了，
你能想象到我有多累吗？
连盖被我都没起来做，
盖了被后很想睡回，
但看到你和Winnie发来的短讯。。。
还以为睡醒就会觉得好些，
但。。。。

我在这几天有多累有多烦你知道吗？
昨晚睡前我还在想，
如果现在有你在身边，
让我靠着你肩膀，
听着你安慰我，
到底有多好啊，
现在。。。

你觉得我在给借口？？
。。。

我不明白事理？？
那，事理到底是什么？
你没说你觉得我懂？
往往都是一声不响就闹失踪，
如果你觉得我是这么的人，
那你不需要委屈你了，
我毕竟也只不过是一个连路边都可以找到的‘谁’。。。

dun wan reply jiu dun reply lar~~
do anything you like lar~~
mayb you busy ba~~
if busy jiu busy lor~~
today i also dunno sui hami ar~~
everything happen like wan gek me onli~~~
tonight i very no mood edi~~ good night~~
i wont msg you tonight ler~~
sorry~~~
my mood not good~~~
dun wan affect you~~
dun think too much ler~

I duno how~~

am kan~~
u close wat lan phone lar~~
cb ~~
drag drag drag!!!!
fuking delay everything~~~
now u wan how~~
tmr u fetch me ther~~
then how u expect me to go back~~~
someone help me pls~~ hope really is padang jawa de lar

ppl keep say me mouth sweet~~~
-.-~~
i think i have to admit ba~~
mayb cuz i kinda know how to manipulate words strongly ba~~~
but everything i said to you is true~~
i have real feelings for you....

Suang liao lor~~
do anything you wan~~
no nid jiao dai anything~~~

Fuck!!!!

ma hai~~~
wan make me du 9 lan ar~~
now can settle edi u still come cb luan ma~~`
fuck off~~~
next time i wan anything
i ask then u give~~~
dun fucking ask about the detail~~

Crazy

Siao liao lor~~
this whole week dunno hami lin tai~~
do things also cannot sun sun li li
feels like cannot breath onli~~
do anything also got lot problem~~~
somemore got test~~~ one week 3 test -.-~~
next week still got ~~
haiz~~ still think qin shong???
ha~~~

i think the onli good thing that happen this week is that sunday de outing lor~~
quite tired but enjoy~~~
actually got somemore good thing de~~
haha~~
jiu shi baby these few days also got come eat with me lor~~
^^~~
and she support me luu~~
hoho~~~

found your blog le hor~~~
haha geng ler~~~~
http://theonlysecretpalace.blogspot.com/
wan know how i find de???
haha~~~
=p

Fear

this fear i dun really know how to overcome~~
i cant say anything much~~
i am just studying a low standard course~~
sorry~~
i understand if you dun reply~~
@.@~~~
i give you time to clam down~~

Test

all my quiz over edi lor~~
but~~
my test-marathon gonna begin edi`~
>.<~~
wan support me mar??

A small beginning

wei wei wei~~~
got everyday see my blog mar~~
haha~~
hoho~~~
not about you jiu cannot read edi hor~~
=p~~ haha~~
joking onli lar~~
about the thing u said dun have hor~~~
you once said dun have hor~~
now if everyday got dun come hiam hor~~
haha~~
hor~~ and you promise de thing must do dao lor~~

Silly girl~~~

dun wan call you silly gal also cannot de~~
>.<~~
dun always simply think~~
not everyone knows what to study de~~~
some ppl take the sub they taking but still doubt it~~
silly de ~~
dun cry hor~~
study onli okay??
always simply think~~
its ok if you dunno what are you doing de~~
you dun have to always plan ahead~~
dun tired yourself~~
dun stress yourself~~

Regret

actually i wann tell you things and do things to make up for these few days de~~
but if u really wan make things so complicated i think no point i do it ler~~
think of me as a jerk ba~
i have no comment about it edi~~~
mayb its time for both of us to change ler

Whatever~~

-.-
if i say nothing means nothing lar~~
dun come keep talk about it~~~
u really wan nothing say until really got thing onli suang izzit~~
u know very annoying de mar~~
pass liao jiu pass liao lar~~
bad things just sua sua kki~~~

and do whatever you wan lar~~
see if i care~~~
my wrong jiu my wrong lar~~`
so what ~~
i jiu shi lansi de~~

Explain~~

i dun feel like explaining anymore~~
i take my actions according to my reasons~
believe me or not, suits you~~

Tired

yesterday when out almost whole day edi~~~
last night slept 3 hours~~~
today really choing whole day edi~~~
waiting to peh now~~~
next week who wan book my time ler??

Confidence

silly gal~~~
haha~~
bhb is a kind of confidence mar~~
u bhb a bit the can more confident edi lor~~
=p~~

haha~~ joking onli mar~
hmm~~~ how to be more confident ar??
easy onli mar~~
i think so ba~~~
dun nid take big steps de~~
just simple things such as praise yourself~~~
wake up in the morning
look in the mirror
and say " i am pretty"
if this also cant do dao ~~
then....
and hor~~
when ppl say you pretty dun say suan siao lar~~
first~~~
it is what other ppl think~~
u like tat say means ppl praise you also nid let you say~~
second
u say that other ppl suan means u no confident that you pretty nia~~
dun say ppl suan you~
say thanks~~~
see~~~ so simple nia~~~
ppl say u thin
dun say u fat~~~
ppl say u caring
dun say u ye man
ppl praise you also say thanks onli~~~
unless those palia ppl simply dunno say what rubbish thing lar~~
this is how you can build your confident~~

silly baby~~~~
sayang hor~~
=p

Excuses~~

walao~~
pa lia~~
most dulan those ppl keep giv excuse de lor~~
you hor~~~
memang cibai lar~~
find u edi then cin cai cin cai giv one lan jiao excuse
walao~~
i think if i dun find you then forever no nid settle edi lar~~
ma hai~~~
do things no head no tail de~~
du 9 lan~~~
palia~~ make me say so many bad words~~~
who do you think you are??
i dun nid to tolerate with u de hor~~
palia~~
i did my part and now u come bullshit~~
sienz lar~~
now i say properly wan settle let every thing smooth smooth u dun wan hor~~
u wait lar~~
i let my mom settle u no nid work edi ar~~~
kan!!!

Ma hai!!!~~~~

Am kan~~~
Dunno hami tai zhi now sui like hell
Walao~~
For debate I do until wan siao edi~~
Now become waste nia~~
I do the most now I thnk I get least marks edi~~
Cibai~~~ walao~~
Palia~~~
suan edi alr~~
haiz~~~

and the fucking uncle~~
mada~~
i dunno wan how settle ~~
suan ler~~~

this has prove force of attraction real~~
am kan~~
think positive!!!

and you~~~
i dunno what you wan~~
i try to guess what u thinking until very tired edi~~
you wan tell me ler mar??
do anything u wan la~~~

=)

i was wondering hor this msg is send wrong
or to know whether i am waiting for you or not~~
if is whether i will wait or not ~~
of cuz i will~~
till the end of the earth....

sorry that yesterday i can accompany you until too late
i was really tired...
i very long dun have the peh de feeling edi~~~
i dunno lo~~~
i feel ppl are burdening me with lot of stuff~~

i choose not to care about their stuff...
but you are different~~
i choose to care everything about you~~~
i saw your blog this morning and....
hmmm
you can find me when you have no reason at all
but y cant you find when you have problem....
these few days i already dun wan to ask about your study things edi
it is not because i dun wan to care~~
is that if i ask again i will just pressure you more~~
i am not much of a help~~~
but your family are the ones that can really help you~~

i said that i give you all the time and space you nid~~
so these days i choose not to fan you too much~~~
i dun wanna burden you~~
i cant be of any help ~~
but i hope everything goes well~~~

problem???
its that time again mar??
give time ba~~~
hope you are well

累

这几天被累坏了，
感觉上好像永远脱离不了这种感觉，
就算让我睡足足十几个小时也好，
我还是感觉到这份累，
难道我真的没选择了吗？

Rubbish~~

Lap sap....
who do you think u are....
you think you are so great that you can do anything u wan ar??
ma de~~~
u think u dun wan jiu got the effing rights to throw away izzit??
u dun wan jiu giv her back lar~~
it may mean ntg to you
but at least it means something to her~~~
say throw jiu throw~~
stupid no brain!!!
i think you are the thing that is worthless and mean ntg lar~~
throw in sea also nobody care edi de lar~~
rubbish~~
hng~~
pui~~
*step*

walao~~~
i think dun have second one edi ba~~
ma de~~~
u really make me very very pek cek lar~~~
this kind of thing u have no rights to throw away lar~~~
rubbish see other things as rubbish~~
sei ironic....
wa~~~
i daman dulan cuz of u liao de lar~~
luckily i still can see those thing~~
but not the real one edi~~ -.-
sad sia~~~

and hor u think u saw dao bkb so what??
u think u come find me i will wan play with you mar~~
hng~~
luckily tat day u din come~~
abo i sure show u face 99 de~~
actually i dun care about u edi de~~
u are not in my life edi~~
now~~~
i just plain hate you~~~
sei rubbish~~~

Damn Tired

wa~~~
siao ki~~
so tired ler~~~

hmmm~~~
today y i din like always like tat fan u har???
u asking urself this question ler~~~
ans is ~~~
dunno ler~~ =p
haha~~

today got siao balia de tachi happen
today hor~~~
i wait 9 hour just to go through a 10 minutes de process~~
mahai~~~
damn pekcek~~~
got upside and downside lor~~`
downside is i have to skip all my class
but the upside is i get to shut some ppl mouth~~
-.-~~

today you told me you decided something~~
somehow i feel relieve de wor~~
but hor~~
i got question wan ask de ler~~
aiya~~~
dun wan pressure you ler~~~

i wan go sleep ler~~
later 7 i sure call u de~~
i dun care ler~~=p

累累累 (posted late by one day)

累累累。。。。
昨天还没累完今天还要累！！！
今天早上六点就被吵起，
原本打算做不孝孙算了，
怎知道还是去了拜山，
同时的，
父亲和母亲同一天拜山，
尽然都被吵醒了，
那只好跟母亲，
起了床，
换件衣，
就出门了，
在路程中不知不觉就睡着了，
当要到了目的地时，
我就无端端醒来了，
看一看时间，
已经要到七点半了，
这时我就自作聪明，
死命拨电话把宝贝叫起来，
怎知道，
她今天不须这么早起，
对不起了>.<
对不起 对不起！
拜完山了，
就回家了，
到了家都已两点了，
打算做英文作文，
但我的因特网有问题了，
和tmnet的人包了三十分钟的电话粥，
还是搞不好，
‘屌’他！！！
浪费我时间，
算了,
睡觉起来再做啦。
伤脑筋啊！！！

又再哭了，
这几天你死命乱我一没出声了，
你今天尽然因为我spm的成绩骂我，
我把书读好你没称赞算了，
你还死命的乱！！
你以我为钱而读书的事吗？
别人给我钱写支票个我是我要的吗？
那一千你不要给我你用来塞你的嘴啦！！
你再找我吵，
我死都不给脸了。

怎么每次我有事想找你时，
你总是不在，
我好想你。
你叫我心情不要不好，
但你觉得我能怎样，
你说你母亲霸道，
我也过着这样的生活，
现在我只想你在我身边，
可以吗？

累

心情不好，
一切都看起来都不顺眼，
今天累了整天，
还得被她烦，
明天还是不要跟她出了，
免得又给她当出气的物品，
要我做不孝孙就不孝孙啦！
好过被她搞杂心情，
我已经够累够烦了！

今天心情不好，
加上没你在身边，
感觉非常的累，
非常地不开心，
只因为我好想念你，
好累好累，
没你的日子怎么比其他的日子难过？

想

歆榆宝贝，

我好想你。

脾气

妈的！！！

心情不好就拿我来出气，

你以为你大完是吗！？

心情不好就乱发脾气，

你心情不好难道我的心情很好吗，

到快累死了还要被你烦，

乱乱乱！！！

吵到要死！！！

闪开啦！

废材

各种各样的废材

在被人眼中的废材：

自己不做决定就算了，

帮了你做决定还得被你埋怨，

做了错的决定就是废材吗？

如果觉得自己当时做得了决定，

为何不自己决定算了，

难道想在有事发生后找人顶你的罪吗？

背不起责任就不好学别人埋怨，

这显得你比我还要废材，

废材说别人废材？？

难道是在开玩笑吗？？

被别人说在偷懒的废材：

最近在搞辩论的东西变得很忙，

在我们组里，

我和旺是最买力的了，

今天我们在找资料时你们在做什么！！？？

找到整个人都快崩溃了，

心情也不怎么好了，

感觉非常累了，

想停下来休息一会儿，

怎知道就在这时刻，

你们找我们，

让你们看见我们休息，

最可恶的是你们说你们白惭愧了，

要不是因为想帮你没我才懒得和你们同组呢！！

现在你还说这些话，

下个礼拜不还是得靠我们！！

我是废材！？

帮不了别人的废材：

兄弟有难，

我却什么也做不了，

只能替你伤心与安慰你，

果然之一等一的废材，

听到消息时，

我感觉想哭，

可能是因为我帮不上忙吧。。。

没有主见的废材：

想到要你换课程，

但最后还是要你读回现在的课程，

帮不上忙了还要学人多嘴，

对不起了。。。

控制不了情绪的废材：

除了承认，

我无话可说。。。

在自己眼中的废材：

我没用，

自己到搞不定自己的还想关心别人，

除了这，

辩论的资料找了那么久，

成绩还是一般，

当朋友有难，

帮不上了还想要哭，

可能是因为我知道我没用什么都做不到。。。

帮不了你的废材：

在读书方面，

我说过会帮你，

但我只用口说，

没一些实际行动，

真是没用;

就算不说学业,

我还是什么都帮不上,

当你难过时，

我什么都做不了，

连安慰的一句话都不会说;

当你哭时，

我只傻傻的听你的哭声，

肩膀借不了你，

连纸巾也没拿出来;

当你心情不好时，

不但没耐心，

不体谅的缠着你，

有时还给你脸色看；

口口声声说我关心你，

但连基本的事都做不到，

关心不了你，

还添你的负担；

总是像看见你依赖的一面，

但我却无能为力；

自己想依赖你，

对你撒娇，

等待你的关心，

又不想让你觉得我没用。

实际上，

我是真的没用！

我是废材！！

Sad

Actually i got nothing much to worry about today

my assignment are just part of my stress
even if i worry about baby's study
i got faith she can do it~~
baby~~
dun cry edi wor~~

>.<~~~

all this is just small things ba~~

i heard a shocking news

ah pu de sis tio denggue for one week edi
she got asma
now she is not in good condition
doctor call ah pu de family to be ready

mayb cannot last tonight

this moment i really feel like crying

stupid~~

not my sis i also like tat

i cant bear that one of my bro is in such a condition

ah pu!!!

stay strong~~

we all support you and pray for you sis!!!

she will recover~~

baby~~~ sorry if i cant accompany you tonight~~~

give me time kay??

i know i selfish to ask for it~~

but please

Ironic rite??

On this very day,this happen.

Is this gods way of a joke??