火

整个人感觉上很火，
除了你，
我不想和任何人说话了。

wa~~~
shock dao~~~
my palia de chem teacher praise me??
today can pick dao gold liao lar~~

and hor~~~
....
i forget wat i wan to say edi~~~
anyway~~
baby jia you

Baby

hmmm~~~
study onli mar~~
dun worry~~
dun cry for it ok mar~~
sayang luu~~
say support you jiu will take action de~~
whenever you wan find me study i also will cope with u de

about studying with you~~
T.T
sorry~~
if i haven start studying i sure go de~~
but now that i have been studying for months edi~~
and u know my parents de yao qiu of study so high~~
now say wan change they sure bring me to hell de~~
if u really about studying and result
i will help you~~
even if i dunno anything about your studies i also will help you de~~

actually when u looking for college ~~
i wanted you to come hict~~
but~~
i am no one to be selfish that i wan you to study with me~~
sorry~~

Siao~

today macam ki tao hong nia~~
keep wan spend money -.-~~
bought a pair of slippers and hor~~
the spec ~~~ hohho~~~
tat last time i say wan new baby jiu shi this spec
but hor this baby how also cannot compete with u de lor
sayang

Recent incident

wa~~~
so shoick~~~
29/03/10
this date i think very hard to forget ler~~
me jye wang tieng sabah~~~~~
dunno izzit last time we do bad thing or what lin ar
all same day sui dao~~~

say sabah sin har~~
he play chuo dai di really sui ar~~
at first the other was messing with him~~
but when he giv out the card he still lose~~
other ppl de card damn nice when he giv out~~
jye got 2,2,2,2
wang got a,a,a,a
dunno la~~~ sui dao~~

then tieng hor~~
dunno him~~
sui about something jiu shi edi

then jye~~~
him ar~~~
dunno what happen to him n his gal~~
sui lor~~

then wang ar~~~
wa~~
this guy hor~~
beh tahan~~
also with gal de prob~~
memang dua tai ji ar~~
wang ar~~
dun so want face lar~~
haha~~~
>.<~~
i am not anyone to say this also

for me??
dunno what lin ghost following me ar
sui dao second morning still sui~~
kan~~ beh tahan~~
make me moody sia~~
haiz~~ nvm lor~~~
forget about it~~

mr wang jio us gathering wor~~
dunno ler~~~mayb join ba

Again ler??

post let me worry de thing again

>.<

y post such thing wor??

be honest okay mar??

u see dao my status simply think again ar??

i not saying u lor~~

Excuse me~~~不要真的以为你的影响力有那么强！

u want know who mar??

i saying ur a3 de wang lor~~

>.<

u wan know what happen i can tell u~~~

please dun misunderstand

if u really dun wan talk then~~

i have no choice mar??

Outing~

today very busy hor??

me ar??
ok ok lor~~

you ler??

quite ba~~~

today go out with thunder club de~~

but become et de frens ler~~~

bla bla bla~~

am kan~~

today blogging de mood jiu like tat let them ruin ler~~

they suang lor

suan ler~~

ntg much to say also~~

and you hor~~

sleep early ba~~

if dun wan jiu~~~

i also dunno ler~~

i am no one to control you~~

big enough ler~~

think for yourself

Smile

Everything will eventually be betterl

i dunno why ur mood not good

but if u wont choose to talk about it

then also never mind

as long as you will smile again

and feel better

-.-

i talking crap ler~~

erm~~

just be happy

no matter what stands in ur way

it also wont be a problem to you

smile back lor

tonight onli come find you ler~~

sayang~

Old Uncle~

omg~~

i macam old uncle ler~~

sleep about 20-30 wake up edi macam whole body heavy nia~~

now damn sleepy la wei~~~

hoho~~~ i whole weekend go out again ler~~

haha~~

very long no like tat edi ler

Am Kan!!

beh tahan~~~

一天以内没把我弄成全身火会死啊？

hng~~~

not saying u lor baby~~

i saying her~~

F A K E: Episode 1

hmm~~~

start with something minor ~~

something fake about me is my slang ba~~

haha~~

with college mates surely i got one special slang de~~

haha~~

is fake lar~~

but damn chio mar~~

i jiu shi like it ar~~~

mayb turn it into me???

*To be continue*

Silence

=x

F A K E: Introduction

fake dao~~~~

siapa??

me lor~~

memang fake dao i also beh tahan edi

haha~~~

jiu let me tell u how fake i am lar~~

but hor~~~

*To be continue*

'teh' tio~~~

wa~~

let you 'teh; tio~~

so much things happen i still cant process~~

you really think i go emo ar??

i dunno what i feel now edi~~

too many emotion at once~~

somethings i already know wont happen~~

i still pick to tolerate with you~~

i dun complain about it~~

but can dun leave me in this state mar?

mayb you see this u think i not sensitive to you ler~~

but ~~ i memang shock like hell~~

i offline ler~~

if nid me msg me ler~~

* S h o c k*

*shock*

omg~~

baru tio so many gun sut

somemore macam tio kan like tat~~

the expression still on my face~~

u wan know what i really dunno how to tell u edi~~

wa~~~

now everything my fault lar????

explain also dun let me~~

omg~~

i still can remove the expression

how to recover from this trauma??

W h a t I W a n t ?

What i wan???

simple~~

i wan 'it'

omg~~~

so close but like so hard to get nia~~

haha~~

now sure got ppl perasan think i saying her again ler~~

slowly dream lor~~

W h a t I W a n t ?

冷

活在黑暗的空间里，

又冷又暗的空间里。

hng~~~

as if u cared~~~

err err err~~~

lazy ler~~~

*to be continue*

Random

Omg ~~~
my 10 years old bro just got phone spammed -.-~~
skip this~~
haha~~

****************

omg~~~
stupid boi fail test
-.-~~~

****************

knn~~~
beh tahan ~~~
u no brain de ar~~
suan ler~~ no mood say ler~~
dirty my baby nia~~
knn~~ beh tahan~~~

****************

walao~~ and hor ~~
i so damn fake lar wei~~~
I W A N N A B E M Y S E L F !

****************

eh o.0
i got lot thing wanna write de mar???
now forget ler???

冷冷冷！？ 对~~~

又再次感觉到冷了，
这次你没再泼我冷水了，
你只把我留在茫茫大海中，
黑暗又冷的大海中。

Random

*hafyuhhhh~~~~*

tak boleh tahan ar~~~

keep taking deep breath nia~~

haiz~~

i finally done my chem assignment and english one page proposal ler

but hor

macam pick wrong topic onli ler~~

omg~~

nvm lar~~

try to follow the outline nia~~~

hiaz~~

>.<

Today another mr.wang incident happen ler~~

haha~~

but how this time is a success lor~~

haha~~

see wang de shock face memang funny ler~~

ern ern~~

today go college whole day onli study one hour -.-

after my class i wanna do english one page lor~~

mana tau in college no mood sia~~

whakaka~~

then i jiu jio Mr. Kok pergi mo li dian zhi lor~~`

go there jiu shi got more mood de ler~~ >.<

then hor someone came to find me wor??

who ler???

baby lor~~~ hmm~~~ she waiting for sis finish exam wor~~

quite happy de wor~~

but she came a while onli >.<

baby ar~~

say me log in ur blogger~~~

OMG~~~ hurt dao me sia~~

hng hng hng~~~~

what so secret of ur blogger har~~

faster 从实招来!!!

X-(

hng~~~

sure dun wan tell me ed>.<

eheh~~~ baby ar~~~

actually when i dunno u wan come hor

i wan post something else de lor~~

u see ler then i feel awkward nia~~

haha~~

u tell me u wan come i jiu no post ler~~

=p~~~

wan know mar???

=x

hmmm~~~

after baby go ler i jiu cont lim teh a while

then like tat slowly slowly de jiu reach night ler

baby today no online de???

nan dao u sleeping??

omg~~

haha~~

dunno lar~~

assumption onli ler~~

hmm~~~ or baby dancing wor???

anyhow

tmr jia you to me ler~~~

ish~~

this also not important de~~

jia you baby ler!!!

i fully support you~~

hmmm~~~

tonight sleep early ba~~

if can when u sleep msg me let me know??

i dun wan wake up call u sleep ler~~

later let u splash cold water again!!!!!!

>.<

When will be the day you will take me seriously?

冷冷冷！！！

又再次的被你波冷水了，

我对你关心再次被忽略了，

知道你晚上还没睡，

特地醒来叫你睡觉，

怎知道反被你说我恶人先告状，

天啊！！

又再次被你伤害了我的玻璃心。

T.T

wa~~

i wan die edi~~

keep cough sia~~

eat edi somemore feel wanna puke~~

taking deep breath like kena asma nia~~ ish~~

wa~~~ get lost lar~~ dun make me pek cek can mar~~

aiyor ~~ enough of me ler lar~~

tak important langsung

no die can edi hor~~

but i manage to finish chem assignment 2 edi~~=p

hmmm~~~

talk about me to myself~~-.-

lame sia~~

baby ar~~

got one week more before u start school~~

i'm happy that u made a decision~~

and hor~~

in this one week

try to develop the habit of sleeping early and waking up early ya~~

u dun have to promise me this~~

promise urself jiu hao ler

>.<~~~

guai hor~~

and next week is gonna be a tired week for you~~

i wanna say~~

jia you ler~~

Explanation

who are you to barge in my like and manipulate me~~

I am the one who wanted you in my life

u this kind of ppl memang lebih onli~~

u lebih??? i have not enough of you

who do u think you are??

if this question is ask you de then the answer is everything

u wan what i also try to give you ler

i somemore try to giv you more of anything

but you still wan complain~~~

first two sentence is correct ar... but u got complain mar???

expect so much from other ppl but giv nothing back in return~~~

fucking remember that you are nobody of mine~~~

u give nothing back in return??you giving ur time and thats enough ler

but hor but hor~~~~~i also wan ur love also~~~=p

wan say me selfish jiu selfish lor

nobody of mine??? u??? =X~~ no nid me say ba

treat u better then show ur lan attitude~~~

treat u bad then say this say that~~~

er er~~~~haha~~~ u pour cold water also cuz i did something wrong onli lar~~

yee~~~ say edi i also paiseh~~ >.<

wei~~ i got treat u bad meh~~~ hng!!!!

i also dunno why so sui got you this kind of ppl come into my life la~~~

u enter my life is sui???

i wan you out of my life lar~~

die also dun wan let u go ~~=p

ur live so perfect dun mess with other ppl de life lar~~~

=X~~ dunno how to say~~~ ur life is not perfect~~ at least u dun boast about it

and hor~~~ i got scold u b4 mar???

say u everyday also got lar~~~

but scold you??? (U)

u still think this post is about you???

i admit that most of my blog is about you but hor u think i will scold you ar~~

Beh Tahan also not about you

我的心声 is~~~

omg~~~~ first time my blog so colourful

Beh Tahan

beh tahan apa lagi???

still got what??

morning morning jiu wan scold ppl edi~~

-.-~~

beh tahan~~~

u stupid de izzit

know how to say ppl dun know how to say self

and hor

everyday say same thing

you not sienz i also sienz ar~~~

stupid boi~~~

brainless de alr~~

beh tahan u de lor~~

kan!!!

get out of my life lar~~~

No Title

总是不经意的想看见你依赖与关心的一面。

I want to be your favourite Hello and your hardest Goodbye.

我的心声

从开始到如今，

我对你的感情还是存在的，

这种感情不但没消逝，

而且还跟着岁月而增强，

我是一心一意地爱你，

就算在关心你的当儿被你波冷水，

我也不介意，

但今天发生的事只把我成为你的负担，

我不要你的对不起，

我要的，

这辈子你也给不到我了，

我不想当任何人的救生圈，

我不想回到想念你睡不着的晚上，

我不想回到因为你而哭的日子，

但到了如今，

答案只在心里，

但我依然爱着你

I didn't wan to say things i said today,

but i don't my feeling to betray me anymore,

my feelings for you is real,

i never meant to hurt you or say harsh things,

i want to care for you,

maybe i cant accept the fact that there is another him,

in this case,

maybe i am the extra him,

you once asked me whether i love you or not,

at that moment i wasn't ready to used the word 'love',

but now i realize i had never loved anyone like you before,

and that you are the one i really love,

you don't have to say sorry to me,

i'm just an anyone,

all i had cause is inconvenience to you,

i wont be going to find you for any petty things anymore,

i don't know whether i will be any use of you anymore,

i hope that you will find me just to talk about anything,

i don't wan to live a life without you,

i would still find you for good mornings and nights,

i hope to be the favourite hello and hardest goodbye,

maybe i am hoping too much,

but still,

i will be hoping for you.

我爱你

I Love You

Support

Erm~~

jia you jia you ler~~~

and hor wat is the truth you were talking about wor??

Eff off~~~

knn~~~

beh tahan ~~~

who are you to barge in my like and manipulate me~~

cibai~~~

u this kind of ppl memang lebih onli~~

fuck off lar~~~

who do u think you are??

i tolerate with you u still wan show me attitude ar~~~

kan~~

u wan what i also try to give you ler

i somemore try to giv you more of anything

but you still wan complain~~~

siao ci bai~~

beh tahan you this kind off ppl ar~~

expect so much from other ppl but giv nothing back in return~~~

fucking remember that you are nobody of mine~~~

treat u better then show ur lan attitude~~~

treat u bad then say this say that~~~

you think u are so good try to be me and layan ur fucking self lar~~~

ci bai~~

i also dunno why so sui got you this kind of ppl come into my life la~~~

i din invite you you barge in for wat lan jiao reason~~~

so stupid of me to let you manipulate me~~~

fuck off lar~~

i wan you out of my life lar~~

fucking bloody bullshit~~~

go live ur own life lar~~

ur live so perfect dun mess with other ppl de life lar~~~

du lan~~~

think before you act ar~~

this is the last time already!!!

F U C K O F F ! !

Random

this is random post

so

one topic may not be related with another one

today .....

i also dunno lar~~
today morning jiu start class as normal then~~~
bla bla bla~~~ skip skip skip~~
until today lunch time ~~~~eat with two special de leng lui ler~~~ who ler??
=p~~
dunno...
then i follow them to their office~~
wa~~~ i macam sua pa nia~~
today first time see the big big de saham board~~~
(the one like in tv der)
i first time see dao ler~~~
never knew i got chance to see dao it~~~

beh tahan~~
siao wang ar~~
dun play play play ler~~~
=X

and baby hor~~~
if u angry also please listen to me when concern about ur health de thing ok??
dun toy with ur health lor~~~
i know u very guai de~~
>.<~~~ say dao this i jiu remind dao my self i damn stupid ler~~ haiz~~~ ish~~~ stupid boi!!!! hng!!! today dunno what lin happen~~~ eat dinner edi jiu terus feel wan vomit sia~~ somemore 全身无力+脚软脚软 like tat~~~ kan~~~~ and hor went home bath then whole body feel like on fire nia beh tahan apa lan problem u got har!!!!

these few days hor

i found out i know how to play chess de ler~~~

omg~~~ i say onli der~~

just got off with phone with ah wong~~~

wan find him lim teh one day~~

haha~~

my campus de number use more then rm 2 edi wor~~~

hoho~~~

so what???

anyone missed my voice???

>.<

*end*

most important de thing is~~~

jia you and good luck ler oo~~~

and hor~~

not feeling better edi dun mean dun nid care about ur health edi hor

drink more water and take care k??

and hor?? what truth i will find out one other day wor???>.<

Commitment

Mistake cannot be undone but mistake won't be repeated.
And i will do anything i said before~~~
have faith in me~~
but hor~~
i so gong~~~
yor~~~~
have faith lor

I wan de!!

I wan de is not what u got~~`
T.T~~
ern ern~~~
actually this sentence not related to what i wan say~~
but but but~~
i very selfish lor~~~
haiz~~~
errr~~~
i wan the thing u say u wan find for me ler~~
yor~~~ aiyar ~~ must ask u again ler lar~~ abo hor~~~ ish~~~

=
i still waiting for your answer`~~
but
u wont giv ba?

OMG~~~~

today~~~
i so damn busy~~
memang beh tahan~~~
start from morning ba~~~
hmm~~
found out suddenly got lot heavy assignment
i wrote this during chem class

To do list:
-English research paper
-Chem assignment
-Chem report
-Debate information
-Journal(just added de)

beh tahan~~
but can how??
college life lor~~
hmm~~~ and you hor~~
see this edi dun say dun wan study hor~~
scold u de hor~~

enen~~~
back to today's progress~~
after chem class jiu maths class~~
siao ki~~today teach de thing so headache ler~~
that siao wang n si tee somemore keep kacau~~`
kan!!!
hmph~~~ and you hor~~~
support me also dun wan jiu call me go bang wall~~~
support me really so hard mar??
enen~~ nvm ler
i dun deserve ba~~
(OMG~~i sulking~~erm~~nvm lor~~~ sha po also say i am emo kia edi)
hmmmm~~~
at least i understand the maths edi lar

then~~~ bla bla bla~~~
makan edi jiu go study while then quiz then bla bla bla~~
then the stupid car uncle make me waste my time~~
knn~~
u know today my time very precious mar
one hour can do a lot of things mar~~
then bla bla bla~~~ come home ler~~

once u like tat again ~~
hmm~~~
never mind lor~~
dia also will tahan~~~
but hor~~
where got torturing wor~~
days without you are......lifeless ba~~
hmm~~~
i dun wan to say about today de progress edi lar~~
like nothing nia~~~

erm~~~
the 1000 words finish ler oo~~~
i write every one and mean every one~~
and hor jia you ler~~~ good luck~~
>.<~~~ suan ler~~ say liao also..... i go siao suan ler~~

*........*

=

you you you you and you hor~~~

beh tahan ~~~

all same nia~~~`

>.<

no more next time ler!!

Tomorrow??

omg~~~

tired dao~~

today so bz ler~~

erm~~

with wu liao de thing bar??

not exactly lar

today got do lot meaningful things

got teman baby eat lar....

study for tomorrow de further maths quiz lar..

somemore got that lot ....shhhhh~~~~

hope tmr de quiz ok ok can go lar~~

hmmm~~~ this time i got tell u le hor~~

but i just post it in blog onli~~~

haha~~~memang =.= that i post nothing lar~~

but ~~=p~~~ dunno ~~>.<

and hor tmr de driving class dun like the last time de lar

if really is hor~~~

lot ppl will die ler~~

>.<

ish ya a**ah~~~~

god bless me~~~

but hor~~

baby de bless more important~~=p

and hor~~

now i very very hungry ler!!!! yor~~~

baby ar

if haven bath jiu faster bath le lor~~

tonight wan sleep early de ler~`

guai har~~

and hor......

and a lot ba~~~

gua~~

>.<

dun wan say so much ler~~

later say me sweet talk lagi~~~(U) <-- *msn de icon*

sleep early sleep early sleep early!!!~~

yor~~ sure say me say u again ler~~

@.@

cannot say is cannot de bar~~~

i know baby will guai de hor~~~

ememem~~~~^^

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Sorry

I know this time say how many sorry also the same ler~~
the decision is still within u~~
sorry~~~
i din realize that i would be so stupid that i even hurt u...
i avoid conversation cuz i scare i will hurt u more when i have a temper
sorry~~~
i mind that you say things half way or change topic...
its just like u got lot things cannot tell me onli
i really feel sad for it~~
if you have something u dun wan talk about jiu just tell me~~
please....

Idiot?? you??
line up wait long long lor~~~
1. is that i would never call u an idiot even if u wake me up for nothing
2. i be a fan of any stupid page whether it makes sense to me or not~~

sometimes i say things to myself
hoping u would hear it~~
i dun wan say to you
cuz i would just sound like a foolish and be very selfish...
sorry

today i feel like hell
i do stupid things and cant think straight....
i miss you
now ~~ i cant think clearly ler~~
i am gonna sleep for a while~~~
hope tat everything will go well when i wake up~~

Baby~~~ tao hin hin ar~~

~~noʎ˙˙˙˙˙˙ı
~~~ɹoɥ ʎɐs uɐʍ ı
~~~d=
~~ ɐɥɐɥ ~~ǝp uıɥ uıɥ oɐʇ ǝɹns n ǝǝs ʍou n
~~ƃuıɥʇ ǝp oıɥɔ os
~~~ƃɯo

errr~~~
all above de not important lar~~
i wan say de hor~~
is that ~~
these few days the weather like shit nia~~
suddenly hot suddenly rain sia~~
must take care of urself hor~~
drink more water and~~~ bla bla bla~~
aiyar~~ so old edi know how to talk care of yourself le hor....

Mr. Wang

aiyor....

Mr Wang ar~~~

today hami day har....

err~~ i cannot tell u hor~

ltr teng say me pulak >.<

so i post here next day onli let u see ler~~

or u also like her wanna giv surprise har~~

she called me ask me ur time so she could give u a surprise ler....

u two memang cute sia~~^.^

Baby

you and her~~~

both also baby wor~~

but of cuz u are my most important de baby la~~

=p

beh tahan~~~

result out not long ago lar~~~

this is nothing~~

beh tahan de is feel wan appeal but scare somemore~~

yor~~

lagi beh tahan de is for scholarship de thing la~~~

i wan study for free!!!!!!!

but i most beh tahan de is those ppl ask result edi still wan sut me~~

knn!!!!

and about my sleeping habit hor~~

getting worst~~

always like half asleep nia~~

macam scare ppl midnight come rape me~~-.-~~

and hor~~ at2 and 4 hor~~ will auto wake de lor~~

shit!!

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

omg!!!

omg~~~

today go out again ~~

somemore is suddenly say go out de~~

go out so many days ler~~

i very long no enjoy like this edi lor~~~

last time keep go out somemore will tio kan~~~

=p~~

tmr will go out again or not ler?? hoho

you, me and you

you~~

knn~~ really beh tahan u de lor~~

u know de mar

wan how jiu say la~~

wan make one fuking big round for what.....

cb~~ like tat also wan pattern like tat also wan pattern~~

really beh tahan u lar~~~

can siam far far mar!!!!

wan appeal somemore say about my trial result

knn

u know how hard i work for spm mar!!!

knnn~~~

nights without sleep u know!!!

me

these few days dunno apa macam de lor

like my whole body wanna explode sia

everyday macam bad mood sia~~~

and like feel days din sleep onli

dunno la~~ haih~~

should i appeal for spm result mar??

i wan advise

you

thx for accompanying me this afternoon

actually i got a lot wan write de~~~

but i forget ler~~

thx for your presence.....

just came back from et~~

memories~~~

hmmm~~

baby ar~~

i not say wan post something here but rush until cannot finish???

i wanna say de is i going to eng ann edi~~

then by chance or fate we will meet luu

but hor i also know u got program edi~~

hmmmm~~~~

i miss you~~~

11/3/2010

today was a long day~~

start from morning ba

not very gan jeong but worry that my acc cant score well and no face see mrs lee

hmmm~~

my mood still ok that i can fb in the morning and even got mood to set my hair

when at i school i got the slip i very gan jeong de ~~

but teacher b4 giv me jiu tell me i did quite good edi

i was quite happy that i got X a1(a+ and a)

i really met my aim..

then i jiu wan bao dao lor~~

i call her and tell her my result...

she say:"so, u get x a's onli la?"

cb ~~ this fucking sentence make me so lan no mood edi...

i like tat edi u still wan show this kind of attitide izzit....cb

like tat i jiu whole day no mood edi lor

suan ler~~

fast fast close the phone dun wan talk

erm then jiu go eat after that then bla bla bal.....

ooorr~~ and hor got one mysterious gal call me wor

but i eventually know is who....

today actually memang no plan de ~~

but end up in new jj sing song with kawan~~

this is afternoon de thing edi lor~~

i jiu go play have fun lor

sing until about 6 edi i jiu go back with yang edi

today they sing k memang lot of love song ar~~~

-.-

now ......

head for second round!!!!!

this time is with thunder club go back et choing lor~~~

now is go find mrs lee

she very happy cuz all find her de is all a de~~ suang dao her la....

then after we keng with her

we jiu head to mamak dinner~~~

o.0~~~

here nothing much to say

then i jiu go home lo

first thing i do when reach home is show her result~~

knn~~~

got a dun wan say go say about the cb c~~~

i damn dulan whole day u wan macam ini cb ar~~

pekcek dao na lin ar~~

dunno la~~~ like tis also hiam like tat also hiam~~~

fuck~~

suan ler~~

so much damn thing happen~~

mayb missed out a few parts lo~~~

nvm la~~~

...

suan ler~~~

i feel like my whole body wanna explode edi~~~

night ler~~

Random + everything

enen~~

i know you guai will listen de~~

i also know got reason if things dun go smoothly de~~

sleep at 1 jiu 1 lor~~

erm~~

actually is not what time u sleep~~

is scare u sleep edi still feel tired when you wake up~~

dun make urself tired ok??

guai hor~~

hmm~~

bad things stay away from baby hor!!!!!! hng!!!

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To-do-list:

Study hard

Revise chem

study further maths

prepare for ct and english

find song

watch lot lot movie

enjoy

*care for baby wellbeing

*make baby happy

*err....dunno~~~ but something about baby~~

[next topic]

knn~~

si beh dulan~~

u dunno see i already very tired edi ar~~

nag nag nag!!!!

so damn luan!!!

[next topic]

spm result??? so what

March 9

march 9 2010...

today is what day???

special day luu~~

why ler~~

dunno wor~~~

*vomit* beh tahan~~

aiyor~~

say from start la

today morning started as usual lor

then today de chem class~~~

BEH TAHAN

knn~~

his class hor~~~

suan ler~~ all this not important la~~

skip to after class~~

about 4 yong jiu come fetch me go jj ler~~

we watched a movie~~

the book of eli~~

not bad de movie but we missed a short part because of monkey lar~~

sienz dao~~~ yor~~

then after watch movie jiu about 6.30 ler

we jiu go 88 eat~~

so long din choing with these frens edi ler~~~

got a bit suang dao~~

*vomit*

say back this part~~

beh tahan ~~

today be their mpk~~~

eat until wan explode edi~~

after that jiu go sing k wor~~

guess where i am ??

at home lor~~

they go choing i at home wor~~

what to do ?? me guai mar~~

i haven say dao why go out with frens today hor~~

is to celeb hk n yang de bday~~

and to gather b4 spm result day~~

lalalalal~~~~no tension at all~~

but today i very tired edi~~~

hmmm~~

you tonight will see dao this post ba~~

i wanna tell u that i will study hard de~~

but not now~`

i wan sleep edi~~

i promise u b4 i will study hard!!!

i jiu will do dao~~

night ler baby~~~

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生活如戏场，有生有死，有爱有恨，有真有假，有喜有悲，有得有失，有起有落，但也有你有我。

虽然我们曾在黑暗中擦肩而过，但我们只能活在我们各自两人的世界里永远当陌生人。

Lucky dao~~~

wa~~~~~

this two days memang lucky ler~~~~

so many thing happen~~~

yesterday at YES i tio lucky draw get till some nutrition de thing~~

haha~~

today luckier ler~~~

dun say this first har~~

today i jiu go play bkb with some hict de frens ler

hoho~~~rust liao lor

so long no play ler~~

but nvm luu

still had fun~~~

the lucky thing is.....

i tio elbow to the nose and i bleed ler~~=.=

this is first time ba~~

now my nose blue black edi~~

nvm lor~~haha~~=p

after bkb i jiu go kp ler~~

eat n talk ~~~

yer~~~

we talk so long about so many things~~

some is weird de ler~~

haha~~~

well~~~

at least i had fun.....

hmmm~~

all this not important ~~~

important de is.....

why yesterday night u seemed different??

anything happen mar???

*worry*

hmm~~

this is what i have been wondering?

*sigh*

wa~~

wa~~~~~

this is yes slogan~~~

wa~~~

and everything will become better~~~

woohoo~~~

so damn fun here~~today go until so late oo~~

i really enjoy there.....lazy to continue edi~~

*end*

About 11/03/2010

this date we jiu going to take result edi~~~

am kan`~i now damn fan~~ y so many ppl wan book my time de~~

i think s7 kaki i nid say sry edi~~

fuk lor~~

now also dunno that day got college or not de bo~~

haiz~~

sad sia~~~

i tat day still wan learn car ler~~ T.T~~

dunno la~~later she come fan me again~~

help me plsT.T

Sleep early ba~~

Hmmm~~~

sleep early le lor~~

everyday this hour still dun wan sleep~`

u wan go study le ler~

nan dao u wan very tired de go college meh~~

pls la~~

guai a bit lu~~~

i say this knowing u wont care.........

*end*

Love hurts.

Just like any love story of any movie or novel, everything begun well. I thought that he was the one, but it seems like I wasn’t Snow White or Cinderella. I didn’t have the chance to live a happy ending. He was like a lesson from God. Although I didn’t have the chance to live a happy life, I was able to learn a lesson through the hard way and that I hope I will not repeat this foolish mistake again.It was like a story that begins with ‘once upon a time’ with a beautiful beginning. It was a beautiful summer’s day with a slight cold breeze in the air and the scent of fresh grass within the air, I was in a park when I saw him. He has the warmest smile which gave me the feeling as if I had known him my entire life. His sparking eyes dazzle my heart even it was just a short glance. He was well dressed and looked charming in his attire. He is tall and has a beautiful tanned skin. I never imagined that I would have met someone like him in my life. It was as if he was my ‘Prince Charming’. It could be fate that put us in our place in the park filled with the lovely atmosphere. He walked up to me and introduced himself the moment he saw me starting at him. He was polite and acted like a gentlemen.

On the very day, we had a long conversation and eventually we exchanged our numbers and became friends. Throughout the whole week, we often talked on the phone for hours but never really discussed about anything. It was like there was some sort of chemistry between us. A relationship soon begins to develop between us. After a week or two, we begin dating and seeing each other and eventually he became my boyfriend. Every moment spent with him is like living in paradise. He knows how to cheer me up when I felt down and make my day worth living for. I always feel happy when I am with him. Besides that, I always feel safe when I am around him. His broad shoulder and firm muscle made me feel protected every single moment with him. I always enjoy the time we spent together, we have all kind of activities together. We went for movie together, studied together and had romantic nights together. It was like we were inseparable. We often go to each others’ house to spend time together too. My parents met him and think that he is a person worthy to be trusted and that they liked him very much. Due to the fact that he is a transfer student from Australia, he is living along here. Therefore, I have never met his parents even though I spend much time in his place. Even so, I like being at his place. The warmth that his place emits is incomparable.

On one special night, something happen. That night was our anniversary that we had met for 6 months and have been dating each other for 4 perfect months. He invited me to his house that night to have dinner. I was amazed and touch when I entered his house that night. The atmosphere was very romantic, I went into the dining hall and saw a romantic view. The lights in the dining hall were off. The room was only brighten by the dim light from the candles on the candle stand placed on the well set table with shinny silverware , folder napkins and bouquet of flowers. We had dinner together eating the steak he prepared. Knowing he is a terrible cook, I was amazed that the steaks he prepared as if it was made by some professional chef. Seemed like he took cooking class for that very night. I was very touched by his action and felt as though I was in cloud nine. It was like he would cross the skies for me.

That very night, he had a special request. The request was to have sex with him. Without considering, I agreed with him. This is because I was physically and mentally ready to give him a commitment. I believed him in every way. Thus, I lost my virginity to him that very night. After that incident our relationship became better. Our bond became stronger. When everything looks like a perfect story, an incident occurs. A few weeks after that night, I found out he was cheating on me. One day I planned to give him a surprise visit, when I was opposite his house, I saw him flirting with another girl, he was cuddling and kissing the girl in his balcony. I felt heartbroken at that moment and it felt like there were a thousand knives stabbed in my heart. I went into his house and saw the girl. It was my best friend. We eventually we argued over who’s right and who’s wrong. And I found out that all the while he treated me nice was only to have sex with me. While feeling stabbed by a thousand knifes, I slapped him and made my decision to break up with him. I ran out of his house with all my might while holding back my tears.

As I ran and ran, I end up in the same park I first met him. I burst into tears once I realise I was in the very park I met him. To think that two of my most trusted companion betrayed me made me falling into my knees and crying even more. To avoid more embarrassment, I cuddle myself under a tree and continued crying silently. Moments passed and hours fade, I looked up to the sky knowing and realising that everything had changed. The sky isn’t as clear as the day I met him. It was as if the sky knew my mood and changed. Then, I had deep thoughts, wondering what would happen if I had not met him that day. I looked up at the sky again with despair, suddenly there was shine in the sky. It was like a message sent to me by God telling me: “There are shine even in the darkest days.”I made up my mind and said to myself that I must be strong. I will think as this as a lesson. Although I made up to take this as lesson, I will still need time to heal the wound. And whenever I look at this scar, it will remind me to not repeat this very foolish mistake and to trust anyone easily again.

Sleep(recomment)

yer!!!!!!

yuan lai i cont sleep also can de~~~

then what for i nei jiu~~

stupid boi!!!

hmph

Sleep!!

yor!!!!

sleep sleep sleep~~

pig meh you~~~

knn~~~

stupid de lor~~

yor!!!gek sim sia~~~palia de~~~

know sleep onli~~~

YOR~~

Life

Meaningless yet have to go through

so sienz~~

so much things to do

got lot thing to do but still will sienz wor~~

so ironic hor

knn~~~~ so du lan tat siao lang

very tired ler

so sui~~

i think i not gonna have any good luck le ba~~

hmm~~~

so much course work~~

one assignment have finish jiu have another one ler~~~

when can i do the things i wan T.T

haiz~~~

*Nights Without you*

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不是一切都须跟随原因与理由做出决定，有时跟随心声与感觉做出决定才是最适当的。

With you, I feel I am everything; Without you, I just feel plain empty.

我不再找你，不代表我已经忘了你；即使你不再关心我，也不代表我会停止的关心你。

我想成为你改不了的习惯。

向左看又是路，向右看又是路，路程是自己决定的；做了选择，不像后看，把一切做好，不后悔！

Love with no boundaries.

当你把一个人存在作为你生活的习惯时，你就已经不知不觉地爱上他了。